Feeling the same

Still feeling the same, but more introspective than sorry for myself - I hate reading blogs from people feeling sorry for themselves.  So I have gone back to reading the book by, oh I have forgotten his name, but its about meditating for 10 mins every day to help put things into perspective. I don't and never have meditated but just feel I have no space in my head, and the last couple of days been grumpy with the (tired) boys - its no way to go on. I also picked up a leaflet the other evening when we were out for our meal about the mediation place near here, so am thinking of giving it a go to.  What was that blokes name....*quick google* Andy Puddicome - great name.  I am finding it slow going, but I downloaded the kindle version and put it on my ipod as I don't have a kindle, so its kinda tiny.  Anyhow, I have to get out my pjs - the boys all popped out for a bit to give me a bit alone (seriously, I am going kinda nuts at the mo...) and I want to take the bigger boys to the mosiac making workshop thing at a local Lakeshore learning. I've never been there before so its an excuse for a nose.  I think its a cross between Early Learning centre and some kind of teachers resource centre.  Right, get dressed!